How it started

Day two of my shibari weekend.

We were going deeper into surrender.

Exploring how ropes can bring you into trust, connection and release.

The energy in the room felt alive. So many different people.

Different bodies. Different ways of being.

After the session the yurt slowly emptied.

But I stayed.

I was sitting on one of the mattresses next to a sweet guy I had noticed before.

I don't really know why, but I asked him if he wanted to tie me.

Maybe it was his eyes.

There was something gentle in the way he looked at me. Something that made me curious.

I didn't know if there was a connection between us.

But I wanted to find out.

We sat across from each other first.

Looking at each other.

Talking about consent. Boundaries. What felt okay and what didn't.

And then I looked into his deep brown eyes.

Something started moving in my body.

A tingling.

A warm pulse.

I remember thinking...

What is this?

We hadn't even started with the ropes.

And already something was happening.

Then he started to place the ropes around me.

Slowly.

His hands moving over my body.

His face coming closer.

His breath softly touching my neck.

I could hardly breathe.

This was not planned.

This was not why I came to this weekend.

And still...

I couldn't resist my curiosity.

Something had woken up.

And I wanted to know where it would take me.

Kink from the Heart  ❤️